I'm a rose
That got all of my pretty petals popped off and left with nothing but thorns for the next man that comes to hold me
Will I ever bloom again?
Can anybody even console me?
I'm like a blood diamond that most would kill to have but when they get me they take me for granted
It's sickening and it never makes sense to me and I don't ever think I'll understand it
I'm a Queen without a King
Like a wife without a Ring
Like the flowers trying to grow without the rain in the spring....
I have fears...
And I have tears that never get wiped away because I wanna be a lady and wear my panties but... I gotta wear boxers TOO... Everyday
How can I be a lady if I'm doing all the things that a man was designed to do?
With nobody to call on.... Nobody to run to....
I wanna be held without lashing out because of the pain from the past
I NEED to be loved, protected, and cherished....and put on a pedestal...
And I NEED it fast
There's no way in hell that God would take Adam's rib if he didn't mean for Eve to be there with him throughout life....
I pray that I'm able to heal enough to eventually be someone's wife
I'm a rose
That got all of my pretty petals popped off and left with nothing but thorns for the next man that comes to hold me
Will I ever bloom again? Are you strong, patient, and willing to take the time enough to console me?
Goddess Bee
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