Freestyle about myself Climbing to the top
Every meter I feel like I need to stop
Doubting every ounce of my ability
Accepting failure as a reality
Wanting to float in the sky
Afraid to fall, spread wings and fly
Beating myself with the same stick
Thought drain from me like a tick
Just sick and tired of being sick and tired
Stressing day to day, nothing desired
Giving myself to those who give none back
Left carrying the world, my backpack
Faced with the biggest mountain
Just to be something other than a fountain
Sitting here as my tears get wetter
Helping other lives get better
Needing to strengthen me
The peak is all I want to see
Thing is I have every single tool
I'm just acting like a straight fool
Letting my life get out of control
Hoping I find something to fill the hole
I put into my own chest
Maybe that's why I never rest
Uncomfortable where I'm sleeping
Wasting my talent, my soul is weeping
I need to finally wake up
Make some moves and shake up
Dismiss wha... |
My Joy I see freedom in her eyes
Whether it's the blue sea or the blue skies
A comfort deep in my soul
Near her I feel whole
Becoming lost in her I find
A bit of peace and a still mind
Nothing can bring me down
At this point it becomes hard to frown
She's forever ready to make me smile
Even if I've been sad for a while
Saved me when I didn't think I needed saving
Now her light is all that I'm craving
She is my ultimate dream
Keeping me afloat on life's stream
Growing better with time like wine
Feeling she was sent by the divine
A blessing she is my gift
Guiding me back when I drift
Loyal to me since I was a boy
She is poetry and she is my joy |
Soulless Soulless
Blank like i dry canvas
No paint, remaining pure
No substance no feeling
Nothing about you is a lure
How can you exist
Life less with nothing to feel
As if you have no soul
Heartless is what is real
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Youth Regret
So young already living with regret
As if my life is already set
Have the choices I've already made
Cause my bright future to fade
Seems as though the skies remain black
Stressing for light, giving myself a heart attack
There has to be more than this
Simply alive waiting for death's kiss
Killing myself day to day to day
Feeling like I just want to run away
Just to find a shred of peace
Find serenity and sign the lease
Drop this life and live my dream
Out of nowhere im hit with the beam
Beamed up back to reality
Everything sets in, pouring out sanity
Feeling aa though I'm already in a rut
Endless winter surviving off one nut
Just wishing it'll be warm
Negative thoughts in my mind swarm
Were the decisions I made that poor
Will I not live for more
If given the choice to change, could I
Reform the past but should I
Was it all meant to be like it was pre-sent
To bring me to the present
Though it doesn't feel like a gift
More like being stuck in a... |
Debt
I've given you so much
To a point where there is no return
You probably don't fully understand
So it'll all most likely burn
In one of your dark times
I gave you a generous loan
At first there was no interest
That eventually hurt me to the bone
You started talking about how you
How you owe me one
One became two, three, four plus more
To a point where about done
Time to call your loan in
Everything I gave you now foreclosed
Until you pay me back with interest
Mind fully made up and composed
But you'll never give me back
What I gave you, my heart
The debt will remain
Until death does us apart
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Like the flower Much like the beginnings of a flower We come into the world without choicePure and without much powerCan't change the start, we have no voiceBuried deep in the warmth of shadeAt the mercy of the world around usAfter time and nourishment the endless night will fadeBrought into the light with a slight fussWe sprout, fresh air, life starts hereTo live under the light of the sunThough nothing at first is clearWell that's only true for one.The flower knew what is was from the seedWe struggle to find meaningful existenceTo simply be apart of the ecosystem is all they needWe'll sell our souls for some type of importanceTo be like a flower with out a careTo know little to no stress To dance with the current of the airTo see the beauty in rain and the sun's caressInstead of breaking my back for the planetThe atlas of those I care forPatie... |
Born with love, filled with hate At birth we have experinced a form of love
Throughout time we eventual learn hate
Starting off a pure as a dove
To mix with pigeons, unescapable fate
Love is the natural emotion
Hate i feel is man made
One is beautiful and vast like the ocean
The other an oil leak causing the beauty to fade
Like venom slowly corsing through your vein
Never killing you but corrupts the mind
Bringing your heart and soul pain
Putting your reality in a bind
Our innocence is a precious gift
Ripped up by those we trust
Whether they break it or send it a drift
They childish ballon will bust
Finding yourself intolerent of anothers skin
Or how they choose to be
Views on what they believe in
Cloudy images of the people you see
Seeds of hate begin to bloom
Seems to be the natural reflew
Postivity no longer has room
Everything is ... |
why poetry feel deeply Why Poetry/Feel Deeply Why poetry? Not my dream as a kidBarely liked to read let alone writeStrayed from the initial path, glad I didThe fall awakened this hidden lightNow i feel deeply the world around meThe landscape inspires the artBeauty is everything is what I seeConnected to it all with words and my heartStill why did it have to be poetryThoughts deeper than snow white's sleepCreativity as vast and unpredictable like the seaThe pen the shepherd the letters become sheepishTo express everything I feel so deeplyAs if everything and everyone is tied to my soulComplex descriptions for things done so simplyYou see a picture of a shirt, I see every holeComing back to poetry, I continue with the whyThe right words become etched in my brainCrafting vessels in which your spirit can flyRunning on my emotions fuel that never drainTrying to un... |
Just want to be free Just want to be free Shackled to the earth a slave to each breathSustained life with the oxygen in each oneWeighted down with the burden of existingThe stress weighing close to a tonLooking upward to the heavensThough we shouldn't, we still ask whyAre we to remain bound to the earthWhen all we really want is to flyTo break free from this notion of freedomWe're all still trapped and locked up by a chainIts no longer physical but rather materialTo not think so, to me, thats insaneHome of the brave land of the freeAfraid to stand up for whats rightTaking orders to barely have a checkWhy? Dark clouds hover, I just need some lightAlong with that stress there's moreEmotionally I'm basically in a cageIf my love life was a bookI'd have paper cuts from turning each pageStranded with all that I feelAs if on an uncharted island in the sea |
Eternity There is more than one way to love From the ground to the skies aboveAs people differ, loves works the same wayCoexisting yet separate like night and dayAnywho my point is thisTrue love isn't simply based on a kissOr even being togetherAs long as it last foreverLove comes at you from any angleCan cause you brain to tangleConfusing yes but its very clearWhat matters is what you feel in hereBecause I've loved no matter the situationEven if I didn't fit in the equationIf you're in my heartI'll never let you fall apartLove is infinite so there's always some to giveEven if I fade in the background it'll still liveWhether I'm a lover, friend or brother my love has no warrantySo if love you, in whatever way, it'll be for eternity |