He was born with a positive blood tox to cocaine but fortunately it didn’t affect him as much as it did his older sibling but he was still affected by the emotional physical and neglectful abuse in his early childhood the boy was only seven and already fully aware of how cold and dangerous the world could be back when the world was a much darker place for the boy something tragic happened at the time the boy was between five or six he stood in shock as blood was everywhere he came to the realization that he was bleeding a lot there was blood on his hands on his face and on his hair the people surrounded by him at the time never thought to call the hospitably or anything of that nature the boy mentally was unstable he witness stuff no kid should ever have to he did stuff no kid should ever half to do from begging strangers for change to sleeping on bus stops when there was nowhere to go from getting rape multiple times to being in raged and consumed by anger because of not being able to understand why or how the world could be so cold the boy was even abandoned at a local church where he and his siblings slept there was no mother to be found and his older sister left in search to find they’re mother next thing the boy knows he and his brothers were scattered like stars I didn’t mention his farther for the simple fact of the matter is that part of his life gets darker than Cole before it’s on fire his father would tease him with food and laugh in his face as he was doing it the boy sat in silence as if words or physical responses weren’t in him and when he did feed him he did just that he’d keep stuffing the boys mouth until he choke or throws up I have to stop right here I can’t continue to tell this boys story……. cold nights when it's raining and there is no one to express emotions to that 45 begins to look real attractive and even attractive enough to fall in love with the trigger but not enough attractiveness to make you pull her button