Love

CATEGORY

first love

I often wonder will we ever meet again?  It seems as if it were just yesterday when you said "hello young man."

I can remember trying not to act to pressed but I'm quite sure you noticed that my acts of being nonchalant wasn't my very best 

It was as if you stalked me down, a predator pouncing on its prey, & although I tried to avoid you, I could never seem to get away 

You had gathered me, I was cornered, with no escape plans, therefore I did the best next thing, I stop running and took a manly stance

It was at that point in time when I had learned to put away my boyish behaviors and without rehearsal I  had provided myself with such a wonderful favor

I had welcomed you and all of your delightfulness to enter my space & through-out it all you knew how to keep a smile on my face

You made me feel complete & for once in my life had no thoughts of any defeats

I was ready to take on the world, move mountains & calm troubled waters and heal without a doctor's orders

You had me and I had you, together  there was nothing that we couldn't do 

All things were in alignment for better days to come, you were my ace, my life, mi numeral uno one

But then the moment arrived of your departure date
you ran off swiftly, before I could even say wait

You left me all alone
with no explanations or reasons
vanished, evaporated, dismantled & gone

So I continually sit and wonder will you ever return or does your presence comes only once 
A brief feel good moment that eventually leaves you feeling lifeless and burned 

~BIGGWHITE~