I gave up on her / it was the right thing to do / but I'm still second guessin / this love lesson / what was there never lessened / admiring from a distance my existence and stance was maturity let the devil have the dance / there's no relief / I was the jacket over the mud / chivalry / my downfall / this day is groundhog / wanna run free but love get after you like dogs/ and forces senses to sleep / I tasted other women's coffee / but it wasn't choice or complete / see its me I'm spoiled rotten by the ones that I've forgotten / and tortured by the ones I can't forget / wanna live in the moment / but the task is daunted / forever haunted / by what was never / I cliff dive into sharks bosom / consolation ... wanna escape / I'm impatiently patient / waiting and hating it / hand me a heart so I can break it yet / I daydream about you shrouded in the qualities that make you supreme / throw you on a bed of words and make you sing / the highest notes the flyest quotes anyone has ever seen / you know my imagination / I'm procrastinating futures and situations , moods and subtle faces, / memories that can't be replaced even if they were to be surpassed / you be burned into my cerebral / apart of the flash before my eyes when I meet my demise /- JT