Life's pressure is heavy on my head,cloudy with so many thoughts,taken back by the stresses that tend to try and over power me.....Looking for a bright way to uphold this internalized slave no one holds the hand of choices but you!!! What do u do when there's no help to be found, yet there is that one person who seems to always come around .... Having second thoughts on how to come back around I feel like I have already drowned..... My level of pain is not only in my brain, but remains in my feelings hunting me in a way I can not explain!!! Thrashed by my one words i will no longer remain silent of my thoughts that sometimes drive me insane... Life's pressure sometimes takes a hold of me by weighing me down lower and lower to the ground making my mind wonder I become lovely insane but beautiful crazy