I feel the sudden urge
To verbally splurge
Speak of the disgust and disdain
Coming from the side of me filled with torment and pain
No longer able to maintain stability of the brain that is completely unable
Broken cable
Nerves overthrown by tribulation
My isolated communication
Speaking to digital minds on the screen of various names
All the while I wither into eternity with burning sensations of damning flames
Bruised and depleted
Energy source is gone
Mind can not fathom nor can it control its frequencies any longer
Wish to have prayed to be an Angel and not some human wishing to be stronger
Archangelic being decrees
Lies mixed with fornicated truth
Babylonian exile
Running into the next vortex coming at the exit in the next mile
Rampantly running rambunctiously
Fluctuating pain from horrible to death defying
Spirit is bleeding
While my soul is crying and dieing
Crushed heart
Unloved for centuries
One day as a thousand
Emptiness caused more damage than weapons of war
Loneliness broke me
The smoke of depression choked me
Pills don’t do a damn thing
Insomniac
Mental almanac
Purpose film fitting for the fathers of patriarchs
Ageless decent into the abyss
Please
Take this and quickly just dismiss
For I always wonder
If I were to die this very moment
Will anyone even know I was gone
And would I even be missed?
SkTzO