Desecration of self ruling
Spirit of a cynic
Trying to ape and them mimic
The power of the Holy Spirit
But a man I am merely
Come near me
I pray and beg of you sincerely
Do you even hear me?
Come to me and endear me
I need you dearly
My path is clouded
My mind is confounded
No longer are my feet grounded
Shook
The devil took
Hit me with his left hook
I fell but never saw him
But felt his powerful blow
Am I just some angelic or cosmic television show?
Is my life a reality show for your angels?
I suffer all the while my putrid smell of humanity dangles
Hitting me from every angle
No song for me like star banner spangle
TV screen became me
I am the observer yet the creature
Habitually hopping from one coal to the other
As my feet are scorched by the heat
My feet are nothing but raw meat
Heavens collapse
Skies unroll
Pain has taken its toll
Ground opens up and flying demons
Now attracting yet attacking
While I’m asking to be basking
Hills unfurl and become flattened
Dusk is dawn and sunrise is missing
Stars darkened
Black hole envelopes the galaxy
Sucked into oblivion
That is the feature of this mind of mine
I have only sought to please you
But the fact you attack or allow me to be attack
Shows I do not do so
I must somehow unwillingly & unknowingly displease you!
I need you
You feed me
So I feed you
To those who need I have given
I gave up my life to help others be living
Yet to me you are concealed and not forth giving
Why breathe
Why awaken
Take my breath and let my female counter part agree with my death
May my child be likened the roses of the field and be watered by your dew…
.. I ask one last thing of you – please truly take her into your realm and hide her under your wings of compassion
SkTzO