The way i feel
The darkness i see,
The suffocation i breathe,
The hurful words i hear,
The aching heart that beats,
Alive in the flesh i am,
But deep within,
Every inch i am broken,
For years i have tried,
For years i have cried,
Suddenly my eyes have become so blind as my tears have now dried,
If living is of how i have come to be,
Then perhaps this isnt meant for me,
A pity it is that i still fight to keep strong,
Even when all my energy has gone,
Ripped a part i feel,
They said all in good time i would heal,
i've awaited,
But the await seems years more too long,
Try fighting to keep happy and positive when all you get thrown at your face are disappointments,
Not one at a time,
But rather all at once,
Its drowning me every ounce of sanity,
Alone is what i ... |
Loss of yet another friend
I don't know what's going on,
I just keep losing them all,
Another friend is gone,
My heart crashes at yet another fall,
How are we to recover,
If each one we love and care about is taken away,
One by one,another and another they go,
I'm in void and I'm not quiet sure what to say,
There's nothing anyone can say or do,
Its too late now,
Another friend,another soul,
Has gone too soon,
That I know,
How will we make it through all these deaths?,
We've already lost so many of thee best,
I urge and ask you,
If I've ever done wrong or brought hurt upon you,
Please forgive me,my apologies are genuine and true,
I don't want to wake up the next morning and find out,I've lost you too,
I'm not asking for much,
Just that you keep in touch,
With all that's left in me,
I promise to be,
The one friend to show you care,
And for as long as I live to always be there..
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Infestation of Suicide
For some odd reason, It's like the youth has been infested, Infected, With such a mission, As so to say that suicide is the only option, They decide they can't handle obstacles of life, They choose to slit their wrist, Hang themselves, Suffocate, Some take an overdose, Not realizing the heartbreak they cause, To all that love and appreciate them, Those wounds may heal, But those scars forever remain, Suicide, The easy way out for the dead, Most tragic for the alive, Why are people afraid to face life as it comes?, Suicide, Its taking away our dear ones, We need it to stop, We need to make it known, That, Suicide isn't the way to go, Some failed suicide attempts, Can ruin your life forever, Is that what you want everyone to remember?, That you're a fragile being?, Suicide, Its ruining everyone, Especially those that we dearly love. |
This society will always judge,just be who you are.
The world we live in,
How all so great it first all seems,
When you're young and naive,
Somehow you seem to believe every silly being,
From fantasy's to a reality many are ashamed to come to terms with,
Its like we fall in a trap of betrayal until we grow and mature up into our own sort of beings,
It is society that usually wins the lives of others,
By their ongoing criticism and judgmental ways,
It is sad to see people pretending to be people they are not,
But for the sake of pleasing the society they soon forget that they are pretending and start living this way,
Maybe becoming immune to a way of living as time goes on gets easy,
But at some stage or the other,
You will break down and crumble and that's when your truth shall glow,
Sometimes you have to let go,
Family?, Friends?,
All seem so fake,
Why can't they acknowledge and accept?,
The numbness you feel,
As if to say now,
In your heart is a ice box filled with hate,
The pain and sadness hidden within is gre... |
If I could
If I could leave on a one way track,
I'd leave instantly and never look back,
The words of society seem to always attack,
A perfect vision has now become completely blank,
Like everything you've always wanted has slowly and painfully sank,
There's nothing left to say or do,
Just another day of feeling glum and blue,
As much as you try,you continue to fail,
No one sees your efforts are leaving you all so pale,
Sometimes you wish you were a wave,
No matter what,some days you're low,some days you're high,but always so brave,
Like the fish depend on the sea,the people depend on you,
Whether they've done right or wrong to you,
You still remain ever so true,
No one sees your tears,
No one knows your fears,
You just live each day as it comes,
Someday's you wish it didn't,
Bitter to the world you feel,
A fake smile seems to them so real,
If I could leave on a one way track,
I'd leave instantly and never look back,
As crazy as it may sound,
I've ... |
my dearest aunt
Words can not explain the excruciating pain I feel within,
Never did I ever imagine you'd be gone so soon,
Not a day goes by without you coming into mind,
Another like you we shall never find,
A Lot of people say I resemble you,
Maybe a little of you I do,
Your hard work & dedication to succeed has given me the inspiration to always believe,
No matter what came your way,
Whatever time or day,
You stuck it out and paved your own way,
Whenever I feel like life has let me down,
I think of you and how you would stand your ground,
I'm grateful for the time we've spent and the lessons you've taught me,
Although I was quite young,
From all that I still can remember I hold it close to my heart,
Living without you and your smile and laugh,
Has been a tough road and an endless and painful task,
Nobody else can understand my grief,
For having first lost you and then so many others,
I cannot seem to understand my misfortunes in this life,
I wish you were still here to guide... |
Time to walk away
This pain,once again,
Who would have guessed,I would be second best,
My heart has been messed around,it's now time i stand my ground,
Feelings change,lovers become strange,
People use lies to be someone they not,in hope they'll never get caught,
They will lie to you just for you to be impressed!,Life is too short to always be so stressed,
I'm young and I'm done being depressed,I'ma quit complaining and I'ma start saying,I thank you God,I am truly blessed!!,
 Here or there,with him or her or another,
Past memories still do live on,it's triggered in the mind,part of being mankind,
As much as you can pretend to forget,God had his reason for us to have met!,
Perhaps you were a mistake for me to have made,now I feel that love starting to fade,
Remember how you should cry and plead? Saying I made your heart always cry and bleed,
You were crazy,indeed!,
 Trying to act strong,when your entire life you've done wrong,now I'ma tell you I'm moving on,
Without a... |
Forget the biterness
Time is of the essence,life is filled with lessons,
Make memories that will last,
Time to let go of the past,
Ain't no better time than now,
Because there's no better day,
Than to start today,
Take a bow,
You've made it this far,
Its got to count,forget the war,
Allow yourself to live,
Just hold on to all you've got & believe,
Let good overcast the evil,
For all your hard efforts,
You shall receive a gold medal,
It will count for future benefits,
Keep your head held high,
Never take a chance and deny,
Yourself from happiness,
See life is worth all that blissfulness,
And not all that hate & bitterness,
Let out all that pain from within,
Happiness to be filled in |
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