I'm so ***ed up right now
i'm crying on the bathroom
tub, releasing out the sting
that keeps my heart
in agony.
I'm so far gone from this
reality in the dark, shadows,
my heart feeling unrealistic,
imma mess and i feel like
don't belong here.
Still your pounding
on my chest, with your
words like a ape, slicing
away at this bleeding
heart, that still see you
needling at it with your
figure tips. Laughing
and saying your feelings
are at disarray.
Te'ArraPoetry
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Poetiq1der says: Peace and God's Blessings to you and yours...I feel the pain you're trying to convey.... |
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Wordman21 says: I feel ya...Nice |
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Wordman21 says: I feel ya...Nice |
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Charles2 says: Our greatest strength of character is to possess an internal compass and to set it to a higher standard than that of others expectations for us. This, of course means that we must be very careful about what we find is important for us to study and not to become trapped by an incomplete picture |
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