Ten Different Shades Of Gray, this poem explains my world
Just variations of my sadness, a lonely little girl
My father visits me every night, my hidden Flower has been broken
I've been left alone to suffer, yes, by a love verboten
Daddy's daughter, prepubescent; a kid who must endure
My heart is clean, devoid of guile/Why must I live my life impure?
Yet, I'm treated like the plague, just like a poisoned tumor
Shameful whispers, schoolmates talking...everyone has heard the rumor
I even told my mother "I'm being molested!" she just regarded me with scorn
Ten Different Shades Of Gray...she said I led my father on
Yes, my momma has forsaken me, and won't even say my name
Can't you see I'm just a child; who'll help to ease my pain?
I had no choice, but to kill my father, a tortured soul has been relieved
Stolen Innocence Has No Cure, maybe now thay will believe!
Still, I'm pregnant, haunting nightmares, I can't articulate my gloom...
No doubt my son will be my brother...ill born progeny in my womb
Left alone in his affliction, he will be a bastard twice
Who's his poppa, what's the answer?...conceived through sin and vice
The boy I have will be an outcast, and surely be despised
But, everyone will know the truth, because he'll have my Daddy's eyes
I knew a girl whose life was similar, so respects I have to pay...
Her father touched her, but denied it...Ten Different Shades Of Gray...