My Breath of Fresh Air

Thirst

He poured into my cup,

I thirst him ever since

I am known for invading thoughts,

but I can't seem to get him out of my head

I see him when my eyes open

I see him when my eyes close

I hear him I feel him

I feel his presence even in his absence

I knew his body before knowing his heart

But I saw his soul from the very start

Precognition of how life could be Looking up to Heaven,

"Lord please let me sleep."

My mind, body, and soul,

he is who they want

I would follow him blindly

He speak to the brokenness within me

Within him is something I need

Yet, my pride will not let me confess,

I miss him

My insecurities are too afraid that he does not feel the same

My wounds yell,

"Caution! For he may scar you too."

When I look into those brown eyes,

I feel no doubt,

only reassurance

He poured ...

My Breath of Fresh Air

It was you all along
The man I been praying for
The man I was told about 
but never actually thought that I
I,
as in me would ever get to meet
The man that I only seem to see in my dreams
The man the bible speaks about
The part about
a man suppose to love, nourish, and cherish his wife
My Boaz all along

The hands that wipe away my tears
The love to trump all my fears
Embrace my insecurities, 
turn them into my perfections
Professing your love with your heart, 
not only your lips
Pleasing me in ways that doesn't require 
being between my hips 
True happiness
Actual happiness. 

Your strength becoming 
my comfort in my moment of weakness 
Caressing my mind
True form of intimacy
Speaking to my soul
Feeling God chose you to help heal my heart
Head do...

His Love

He shields me from the ugliness of the world

Hmm..

My curiosity swallows me up spit me out

Dang...

My generosity blinds me

I can not find my way out

Thank God

It's his voice I cling on to

His love makes me brave

He patiently waits for me to see

submit my heart

surrender to his love

his love for me

The love I didn't know exist

until that love roared like a lion protecting his cub

the light in my darkness

My heart could not sustain without it

He takes the broken pieces of me

crafted them together

Love me like a beautiful masterpiece

That man's love for me