You'll Never Know

Still, There Is Only You

Has it happened so fast?
Have you forgotten the past?
The last year of my life was for you
I'm empty, like a corpse, cold and blue.
I feel unfulfilled and full of unhappiness,
How did it ever come to this?
I thought i could just forget you,
That's at best what i intended to do.
I've done it so many times before,
Just shrugged it off as i walked out the door.
There's something different about this time,
I'd flip the script if you asked, just like that, on a dime.
It's like a lonely late night drive,
You're the poison that kept me alive.

Another Poem For You

Well, There's a lot going on.....

Following my heart sometimes feels wrong.

But when I'm dead and gone,

Will my name be sung in a song?

Who will miss just another lost soul?

Who will sing for the lost and heart broken?

Are you the one who will pay the toll?

Will you remember me when you're tokin'?

When will the time come for me to leave?

Will you miss me when I'm gone?

Half of you make me believe,

That I'm just another pawn.

Just another player in a game,

To be used and cast away.

It will be quite the shame,

When i die and am lost in the fray.

Do not fear for me,

I will not be alone.

If it's not meant to be,

My star would have flickered and never truly shone.

But for now i sink into the abyss,

the darkness i falsely claim is life.

Though i think something is amiss,

I'll continue on with this strife...

You'll Never Know

Time has come for us to part

We knew this from the very start

I never thought we'd come this far

It seemed out of reach like a star

We've both made sacrifices

I've parted with some unhealthy vices

For you, anything i would give

Without, i doubt i can live

I love you more then you can know

Your words have struck a fatal blow

I won't be able to live the same

I'll take the heat, I'll take the blame

You're my lungs, my oxygen and my wings

I don't know how else to say these things

I wanted to be your knight in shining armor

I didn't mean to hurt you over a rumor

I'll break my heart painfully into two

Just to show the other half belongs to you

You

You're the one that haunts my dreams

Never more do i get a nights sleep

When i'm with you my spirit does soar

Without you i feel there's nothing more

Darkest Love

Cold to the touch and blue

I bet you've never seen this hue

You feel the coldness of my skin

No one will mourn, not even my kin

Don't fear for me in my passing

I've not lived well, no need for asking.

My eyes are blank and fixed in a stare

Don't leave, don't you dare.

Stay here with me for just awhile

As dying seems to be the new style.

If this is the case i'm all the fasion

Panicking now, no time to think with ration

Reality returns and you make a call

I start to feel myself fall.

To a deeper darker place

It's cold but i see your face.

I manage a smirk before i pass,

It was of happiness not to harass.

Now that my time is through,

You can see how much i loved you.

Falling

I'm here alone another night
I shake, not from cold but with fright,
To be alone is most i've known
Off the roof my faith has blown.
Plummeting down, now i see
You were the only one for me.

Your Heart

Tonight I feel alive,
More then any other time.
So here i go taking the dive,
Another line to nickel and dime.

I write from within, cold and dark
I pray I find what i've lost.
The world circles around me like a shark,
I've bled before, i know the cost.

It's not blood that will take it's toll
When i'm kneeling broken apart.
Without you i will surely fall,
The only cure for me is your heart.