There will never be a day that passes that I won't think of you. From the beginning I always knew that if no one else loved me you did. We bumped heads way more than I'm proud of but our love was still there. Along the way I knew you were always right about every guy I introduced you to, but I never wanted to admit it. Just rolled my eyes and pulled away. Your stubbornness , temper, pride, strong will were definitely passed onto me. Sometimes a good thing, other times a horrible thing. Our last real argument , well disagreement really messed me up. I really wish it never happened but what's done is done. Can't erase our mistakes. But if I could I would never had allowed it to be that way. I would let you be right, choose your side, and run back to my daddy. A year and a half you called and sounded so weak but I could hear and feel your love. I wanted to run to you and hold onto you, but time doesn't wait for anyone. The day that you departed I could feel you in my spirit. As I prepared to come home to say my farewells I could just hear your voice and see your face assuring me that no matter what happened your love for me never left. Throughout this year since you've left, I've tried to find peace and even forgiveness for what I've done and what I've held onto. It's been very difficult and I've found some but I'm still working on it. You will forever be missed, loved, and in my heart. Forever will I be Daddy's Girlâ¤ï¸ Love you Forever to the sky - Your Little Lady
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Corey says: Hi Ms.Toya2, Its heart stirring when I read a poem that I find soul relatable. I lost my Dad almost 2 yrs ago and I miss him very much and I'm always keeping my strong will inherited from him in check. I truly enjoyed this wonderful tribute to your Dad! Nicely done, thanks for sharing! |
OTHER POEMS WRITTEN BY Ms.Toya2
Time for releasingMolested Lied to Cheated on Betrayal Abandoned Mental Abuse Emotional Abuse Physical Abuse I've held onto these all for so long that they've become of who I operated in You see I say I'm over it all and boom triggered I can no longer go through life holding onto the toxicity of my past 2021 will be the last year that I let my past control how I live and miss out on what God has for my life  |
Chapter 37Anger Forgiveness Sadness Depression Anxiety Low self esteem All things carried to Chapter 37 Healing Growth Happiness Elevation Confidence All things leaving with Chapter 37 Chapter 37 you showed me a lot Chapter 37 you may be the chapter of healing and truth |
Dear Old Toya
I’ve tried to write you this a million times And every time, I get stuck in time I have so much I remember from your past Happy times you thought would always... |
When I met youWhen I met you I never knew I would love you When I met you I grew I felt like I would never be right for you When I met you I was a few years younger than you When I met you You had no idea I fell in love with you When I met you Who knew God would keep me for you When I met you I secretly wanted to be with you When I met you I was so grateful God made you When I met you |
Get upEveryone was coming to me for guidance and I was sitting in dirt Confused about who I am Thinking that my body is the only thing I had to offer Everyday I was putting on a mask pretending to be fine Dying inside, literally Then one day, this voice came to me “Daughter, I made you for greatness. Your body is holding onto so much more. Get up!” Even in my sin and rebelliousness, I have been favored and chosen So that voice that you try to ignore is really God saying, Daughter, Son, Get Up! |
And FinallyAnd finally , Reality has hit You are not gonna be mine I need to finally quit Gotta be fine Gotta accept your choice Finally gonna take back the rest of my time You will never hear my voice At this point I’m gonna be your past Been felt like this was a game From the start I knew this was too good to last Every time I close my eyes I hear your name But you are not the one for me This is not meant to be You have another option Knew from the beginning And I still stupidly feel for you Now go do what you want to And finally I’ll move on too |
The Other Woman
The other woman I’m the other woman The other woman Not always a nasty, home wrecking , looking for a come up female The other woman May actually be a good woman but keeps falling for lies and false hope The other woman See I had no intention on being with you But out of nowhere, you came into my life and took my heart You had me hooked Everyday got better because now I wasn’t the other woman Now you are finally mine On cloud nine Then that day came that I feared “She’s “ back and now she’s pregnant My whole heart broke I’m the other woman again You can’t make me first every again I leave , come back, leave , come back Can’... |
Broken-hearted girlWhen she walks into the room you wouldn’t ever be able to tell the pain she’s holding She smiles thru it all and never complains Her character is not like any other But that’s just her cover up See she knows if she keeps a good heart and pulls you in at some point she will feel like you can heal her But she never realized that she needs to heal herself The broken-hearted girl looks at herself in the mirror everyday She tells herself one day it will be better but really doesn’t believe it One day at a time people told her but it’s been 5 years The pain is still the same as the day her whole life changed This broken heart hurts more then she lets herself realize So let her know she is safe Let her know you care Let her know she is golden Trust me you k... |
I’m NotI’m not mad at you Cause you did what i allowed I’m not gonna keep hating you Cause you have too much power over me I’m not gonna keep tryna hold onto you Cause I’m just destroying myself I’m not gonna forget you Cause I’m learning from this See at this point, I have to get over you And everything I wanted to have with you I finally moved on I’m over you You can think I’m gonna give you another chance I’m NOT |
Survivor. Not a Victim.Survivor. Not a victim. That's what I am. I'm not ashamed of the fact that I have to say that. See I'm a good hearted person and make mistakes giving my heart away. So when you came around, I was open to giving you all of me. Fast forward to months in and my good heart begins to take a lot of blows. Along with the blows that my body, emotions, and mind took. Fast forward to finding out I'm pregnant. Yup kind hearted woman gets pregnant by cold hearted . 7 months pregnant and you haven't been anything but the devil. Social media attacks, abused on every level, and pre term labor. Now as I sit in this courtroom asking for protection from you it makes me sick to my stomach that I am bearing your son. It makes me feel like a damn fool for ever believing in you. But I also feel strong and determined. I'm not perfect but I'm a Survivor. I'm a mother. I'm Royalty. I'm Free. |