I can't let u love me because............my heart isn't the same way that it once was....
It got cut and it bleeds from his disloyalty, it sucked every ounce of trust from me...along with his manipulation, and my humiliation from his admiration of other women... I was never enough and if I keep my distance from love then I won't have to deal with that stuff...
Don't get me wrong, love can be beautiful like a new baby born straight from the womb...or it can be ugly and petrifying like a mummy that got dug up from a tomb....either way, this broken heart just doesn't have room! So stop asking me why I won't let u love me.....just please let me go politely, I asked nicely.
At that moment I saw fire in his eyes, it had me shook for a second, caught me by surprise.... He said, "U don't realize, that I would worship every word that comes from ur lips, every swing of ur hips, worship ur whole existence down to ur fingertips... Do u? I can see through u.....
U won't let me love u all because I'm a MAN, but I'm not going anywhere, I'm patient, just gimme ur hand....& talk to me, come walk with me...don't just push me away....kuz even if u won't let me love u I'm still here to Stay! Ur stuck with me, so u might as well f*?k with me, and let me give u everyday pleasures...make em turn into treasures ...that you'll cherish for the rest of ur days, and help u to learn that all men ain't tha Same...
To live and not love is....quite frankly, Deranged...and to miss out on My love would be such a shame."
Damn.....here we go all over again, why can't this n!gga just be my Friend?!??? Sheeeeesh!
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I Can't Let U Love Me (response to Why Won't U Let Me Love U)
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Kingqadardwon' says: Excellent write. Thanks for sharing |
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reddrenee__ says: great poem, ending could of been a little different,but great poem, love the rhythm |
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reddrenee__ says: great poem, ending could of been a little different, but great poem, love the rhythm |
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