We fell for the things we never ONCE had lusted
Now we gaze at each other- feeling disgusted
Both our souls over time had rusted
Our situation killed our love, and neither of us is trusted!
Seems like we must move forward
And not look back
You took my frail sick body
And added weight to my already broken back
You were torn inside
I just wish I saw it sooner than now
Because we need our separation
But to communicate that, I don’t know how!
I just don’t feel any sympathy
Not even pity or love for you at all anymore
You’ve pushed my love to the end of the world
I lost my identity and now am seeking a new core
CPU over drive
And I now need a new processing system
You started a new beat
And I don’t dance to your algorithm
My emotional semantics are now obsolete
To a heart that’s frozen and dead
We sleep together at night
Yet we both go to sleep alone in the same bed
Perfect strangers
Is what’s become of us two
Now we bleed our fear & insecurities
But all of mine seem to have stemmed from you!
And now, I know not what to do right now
Because the isolation is so cold
The youthful love we once had for each other
Is now the hate that makes us grow so old!
So
What we once thought would be the recipe
Of such a perfectly made little bubble
Is now blatantly obvious a dead relationship
That has led us down this road, in trouble
Busted bubble over years of waiting
On each other to conform to the others wishes
Now we sit in an immaculate house
Eating from empty dishes
But that’s the way it has to be
In order for you to ever learn your lesson
I at least will take it all with a grain of salt
And claim it was ALL just a hidden blessing!
SkTzO