Why do I feel so alone cause the world doesnt notice my presence and the black water reflects the dark clouds like your eyes that reflect my pain through the mirror of ours and the rain spills over the lips of the clouds and drowns the earth in its retribution that it shares with me So I drown in the river of emotions that overwhelm me and now I know why people think of suicide To just sink beneath the waves and never surface again to do it in private or public doesnt matter and my life wont matter anymore even though I love it I just cant help feeling alone and depressed and I scream at the world that doesnt pay attention and my voice is raw from this screaming war inside me and my eyes overflow with pent-up emotions and *** you all that ever doubted me and pointed out all my faultes Im not enough to please anybody