Until The End

Severing Ties

I thought about calling you

Thought about everything from what I would say if you were to answer the phone and if you didn’t

Hell I even thought about how long the text would be if I even decided to send it

This was until I though about what the outcome would be

To be in your presence although would be amazing

I am not sure if I would want to be lied too…again

How many times must a person say that they don’t want you before you actually believe them?

In reality I would say once but when in your feelings it is really multiple

And from there you have to continue to tell yourself no

I have to continue to tell myself no

Because it does not matter what I want to say I am not him…I can never be him

From the brief glances and the small smirks I have already picked up on your game

Felt the burn on my hand, and although it was some time ago the ...

The Other

I do not know if it was having to say good bye that brought about these feelings that I had. Or maybe me wanting to be loved by you…the urge of wanting to cling too that last glimpse of hope that you were really the one and my search was finally over, warmed my blood to the highest degree…right before feverish. 

It was almost frighting, 

I told myself that if this were truly the case that I would make sure that I made this work. That this kiss would last far beyond time and space. This kiss…we will feel even if we are reborn under different circumstances…there would not be any comparisons. 

To the touch that you placed upon the stillness of my flesh, that sudden burst of fire that engulfs my soul sending me into an upward spiral towards only God knows, and I not question. Will forever be a bar another would have to surpass to take claim to what I hav...

First last kiss

I want to kiss your lips like its my first time touching another

Memorize every part of your body like the blind

And recite it back to you as if I were the crafter

Take you..

Leave you drenched worn and complete

Taste the sweet rivers of chocolate

Until our bodies no longer feel like a pair

But just a singular

Win your heart and secure it in a place where only God can find it

Explore eden and release my ego and penetrate the hidden desires that hides behind your smile

I want to be the light that touches your body before the sun has its way with it...

The warmth that overcomes your body before clothes are reintroduced to you

I need to be the reason you crumble before the shower has the opportunity to cleanse the sins away before today becomes tomorrow

I want to kiss all of you...until there is nothing left to kiss

Her

I touched her lips

Kissing them as I held her close

She breathed heavily…as she fell into my arms

I held her…accepting her trust while guiding her body to the bed.

Cuffing her head, then releasing it as I gently traced her jaw bone…down to her neck, than her collar bone

Don’t move….

I kissed that collar bone

Taking in her sent as my tongue made it’s first contact

She melted…as she took hold of the blanket

I decended…between her breast

Stroked her body with ease, kissing and bathing her with love as she swayed between my arms

While introducing me to her

I’ve waited for some time

Respected your wishes of allowing her to bloom…to redevelop and become something much more

Like a forbidden fountain I drank from your river

Dived in and explored your body…conquering all that there was to conquer and mo...

Until The End

I am going to love you until i can longer love you

Until my mind can no longer withstand the thought of losing you

Till that day comes when my ears can no longer hear your heart beat

Love…it is meant to be eternal 

Permanent…rememberable 

No word…meaning… or feeling can describe the way that I feel about you

I would be an addict if I were to confess my love to you

Bound by a love that I would never wish to be freed from

Like liquid fire you burn straight through me…engulfing everything in its path.

Heating my soul to a temperature that is far more hotter than the sun

I breath you

Bathe in your love and welcome you  like the moonflower welcomes the moon every single night

As it casts its pale light upon the land

I lay close…accepting your warmth

As your presence sends peace all over my b...