I tried so hard to slay the demon inside
Neglected the very fact that I gave it...its name
I fed it long ago
With all the stories I told
Served it lies and deceit
Meanwhile, expecting it not to ruin my flame
I remembered the day when "it" and "I" became one
The day my flesh was upon another flesh
Of course, not in holy matrimony
Ever since then I was never the same
I thought my sin would lose its reign
But, it had so much more to gain
For my body was inhabited by a host who's tactic was completely insane
I watched how my light slowly dimmed it's shade
Tried its hardest to hid the pain
But, my face reflected the shame
While the darkness within engulfed my skin
And left me to be lamed