I realized that I could have been anything today.
That everything was within my grasp
And the greatest enemy I would have to fight would be myself.
That I would have to work through the self-sabotage
The constant lies that I tell myself
and the ones that are told to me by the people I trusted the most.
Only coming to realize that they have been lying to themselves
And that life has ultimately lead them to give up their free will
They are now slaves to bad habits and bad information
And I fear that I am also a slave
I pray to God for my salvation
But wonder when in time I will find the God in me.