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I am purely living evidence
That it doesn’t matter what was your past residence
You can grow up to be better than the expected statistic
And this is the spiritual relevance
I grew up
In ghetto games of shame
The fools who thought they were wise
Became the psychotic corner hustlers induced by narcotic
With nothing but ignorant words that showed how they were lame
Their own personality they had no control over and just could not tame!
I was eerily introduced to people
Who wanted me to be sexually or drug induced.
By local locas, crack cocaine and other drugs - but I refused
Because a better future is what I chose and still choose!
I chose to not be like all that had - me surrounded
Many minds I had confounded
No one understood
How I could be of the same upbringing and community seed
And yet be of a sound mind & firmly grounded!
Many girls had been to me, quite ravishingly attracted
But I detached myself and retracted
Because I knew they were interested in my possible corruption
So they utilized they sensual hip shaking and lip biting seduction
I nearly fell for the aroma of many and their emotional vortex suction
And from no girl of poison did I want any disease to be contracted
My better futuristic self
Took my reigns and had me pulled back
Into my intellectual and spiritual electromagnetic synaptic conduction
And I also had feared to be a young man
With a teenage girl filled with nothing but children reproduction
So I then instituted
Some new commands and principles for me to abide
I withdrew from society
And from my notorious side I chose to hide
I had to conceal him
For he was a meticulous man of sedition
He desired to use his poor childhood as an excuse
And desired to drastically interrupt his community condition
He without a doubt played me
A wonderful musical spiritual rendition
But then I realized that he was nothing but the internal personification
Of Satan in my mind and chose to push me towards fluctuated perdition
I admit it was such trials within my own self
To fight every desire that I knew had deadly consequences
I enjoyed the “eye candy†of my daily surroundings
But knew they were mostly filled with deadly pretenses
So I kept up my mental defense
Spoke with much intellectual offense
Began to perfect my vocabulary and grammatical eloquence
And became Illumined SkTzO
To set some spiritual precedence
And who I am today
Makes me a living testimony
And allows me to be walking evidence
And now I have no need for a spiritual dialysis
For God analyzed this with his divine analysis
And when He confronted me
I was frozen with emotional paralysis
For he took away my caterpillar shell
Also known as a chrysalis
And magnified Himself through me
By entrapping all wickedness in my dormant spirit
And pursued a higher synthesis
Now I am a man of not only credibility
But a young soul of historical eligibility
Eligible due to my charismatic legibility
And God raised me wisdom mixed divine sensibility
And now I stand here an enlightened soul
With a shell that is atrophying
With a combination of human genetic diseases and syndromes
With each causing me bio-chemical anarchy
As my hormones and neuromuscular wreaks havoc internally
I shall speak intrinsic matters directly yet subliminally
For my experiential and granted wisdom
Shall not be thrown to the swine
For it takes another enlightened soul
To fully understand this mind of mine
SkTzO
