My life for the night... The love of the fight... I dont like confrontation, Im a gentleman of conversation. Yet id go out and inflict injury over a STREET we were claiming... COWARD!. Laughing and boasting over the ones that we hurt. When will we LEARN, does it take prison or to eternally burn.... My skin blisters, my blood boils, i feel my flesh HOT.. My brain pounding, heart silent, soul so cold it feels HOT.. The ultimate act of karma, hit me from within.. I was aware of the wrong that i did, pain piercing like ice cold winds... Im hurt.. Im dead emotionally... Im shell shocked.. This is the worst, to realize its a cold world,and yet hells hot.. Its dark out here, where is the light to guide me through? Allah Allah! Im sorry, i call on YOU ! Jesus, please save me, oh god where are you!? "Ur not so tough by yourself now are u?".. Sleeping next to rodents every single night was humbling.. Find my self alone while looking at the sky, mumbling. Learned my last concern within my life's stunting.. Hoping that i can change from this left to right, grunting.. Waking up yelling with sweat dripping from my face. Fighting, feeling so fatigued from being chased... Chase... Chase.... Chasing acceptance, because my family didnt give it... Chasing this money because ive never seen it... Chasing women because i want to love one... Chasing... Changing... Chasing... Changing.... These words are the reason why ive always failed... Be your self, no need to hide behind this spiritual veil.