He tried to rip - apart this
Because of his created circumstances
I used to be cold & heartless
But God took me to a new beginning
And got me ready to start this
Using words to create my own oasis a sort of light bliss
I can no longer be ignored or dismissed
I may be hated & abhorred but I will be missed
My lyrical metaphysical word twists
Are the very emotional tangents that some love to kiss
Tongue in cheek
My words I pasteurize and tweak
To make it digestive
As I think back in deep retrospect
I feel I’ve always been my own hidden detective
But my words will no longer be your contraceptive
Perfected my skill to be able to aim and kill
Not for fun or thrill
But to split the bill
So when I pass
My vaporous spiritual gas
Will translate into the future & past
And my own eternity
My human purpose will out last
See the world rot and decay even as I pray
Hasten to coming of the lord
As we’re wasting the cunning of the sword
Stop counting
All wickedness we should be renouncing
The Angel of the Lord will soon be announcing
The coming of the Lord
And there too will be a world wide heard loud trumpet
Take all my poetry
Mix them together clutter and clump it
After you see the big picture from all the pieces of the puzzle
Its then your choice to acknowledge messages shared
Or to take them and dump it
I’m still fighting demons within
And those from out of my external
All I seek is peace of mind and a clear conscience
So I can move on living on in the eternal
I want to leave my footprints
In the back of your mind
That’s why I speak abstract yet clear
To make your subconscious have to work to find
Cause my words are intended for those with no light
Or have hard time flying
And for those who for so long have been blind
I empty my soul on top every page
I’ve only grown because I’ve let go of all my rage
God elevated me to a higher stage
An elevated phase
A place where I can no longer feel the suns rays
The rays no longer can burn or dry me
I am what I am and no one can try me
I do not deny the lord
So on that day, He will not deny me
I will live with the righteous
While I look upon the wicked just frying
Total annihilation is my perspective
A loss of being with Gods spiritual and undefiled United Nations
Because He’s been so disrespected
As I continue all of hard work and trying
I will ask God for strength and peace to never be denying
Even when I’m noticeably shaken and I’m crying
I will still get up and move forward with all my striving
But so does Satan
For every move I make
He’s on the side lines waiting
At times hesitating
Or maybe just plotting the perfect time line
To try to destroy me
By using my own words against me in my rhymes
Although the road I tread upon
Is not even close to smooth
I will win this battle and war
Even if it looks like I lose!
SkTzO