In search of a new beginning, a way out, an escape.
Physical signs of anxiety as the hairs rise upon the back of my nape.
Change is so close, so near, so dear to me.
I get lost in fantasy as I fantasize of how great things will be.
No longer a mental movie as my motion picture becomes reality.
Striving pushing forward from an immature mentality.
Self detructive, mutilating, brutality
Blinded by hurt and pain, enough for insanity
Sight with new eyes, new light, new amity.
A rebirth, redesign, recreation from past calamity.
It will only get better.....My appreciation for growth.
Persist, prevail, provide abundant hope!