the reason

TAT

The /A/ truth /among the many/ is it CAN be okay 
 /OR/
It CAN be more thank ok 
 /OR/
It CAN be more ok than ok
/OR/
It CAN be more than something you could ever imagine
But the truth /for this particular happening/ is that you are the ONLY one that CAN make it  ok,more than ok and/OR/ more than something you could ever imagine 

void

That day I didn't physically need music 

Just those scribbled words I wanted to use it

Been thinking how I fit

I beat me ,there I would be shaken down to my feet

Never knew together how they would feel

Apart from the fear

Never really wanted to get near

But now why do I see it clear

Yes Ive asked for truth with a tear

This is bigger than my imaginary deal

All my wounds weren't healed

Cause my skin died

Took a while before it kind ...

......

faded thoughts(inspired by listening to ab soul's music)

The melody so loud so familiar I ain't gotta do no sound tracking

Wait let me tell you while your blinking

Yes love you are a king

There are more truths than just your ship sinking

Wait were you winking

Or were you licking

Cause other wise werent you sent for linking

Don't you know sexual if your s**t ain't smiling

No but why were you lying

Didn't I stood though I was too crying

I didn't fight cause there was my mind timing

All of it was loose untied

When I cried and cried

You then just bought some smile

You showed me a world so tired

They don't care far for aside

To make money a pride

Just a wannabe die or ride

Huh will you just tell me

Yeah holy alchemy

For your fit of a bride

Why you think you ...

the reason

 You stay in the trap longer

Merkaba

Do you want to understand any kind of self-blame or self-judgement no matter the extent, the behavior(being judged) is a result of what we are doing. No matter how small our doing it has a very equal reaction(the behavior). Dont keep doing the same thing, then get mad at your emotions, feelings, body and body languages, they happen(seem) to come about that way use we operate or live or choose to be that way. The end.

Moral of the story is if you want to be one again(our doing/operation) and obviously love everything (reaction/behavior), then change the things you do to any type of extent that you'll be comfortable of, and see the changes in your emotions, feelings and other things into the level you choose yourself. 

CAPITAL

Its a dare eloquent drama

No fair precedent trauma

Its a share fixed antenna

IT IS

The dream is to fly

The hope is its worth the cry

The reality is to try and try

The truth isnt designed to crack why

The World is full of gangs and they shy

The meaning is they beating up on they're inner child

The fact is we pimp our inner chi to bed

The end is only special when your dead

lord.goodbye

I don't wanna feel like I know it all

Cause my brain has never given up before

Screamed "it sucks" and s#it it hurts when it fall

man sent in the radio to give a call

Please don't eat up my soul

Squeed body is sore

And I, I beat daily on the core

I'm done, So goodbye just to be sure