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Sktzo
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AWAKENING MINDS

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Mixed Emotions

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Sometimes my mind declines to place words to rhyme.
At times it is an insurmountable burden to go on

My struggle
Forces me to multitask and juggle
I work hard to remain sane
I strive just to stay alive

But what is living but to witness death?
And what is death but the silence of suffering?

At times
My rhythmic lines
Truly express the pain in my chest
While there are days
I fall on to my knees to cry and pray
Personality is sullen
Spirit soaked in blood like tears
Confronting man made fears
Internal struggle and demons with chains
Voices screaming while torturing my brain

Why do I continue to remain on this mundane plane?
I no longer exist for me
My existence is futile for most
My ground
Is only fertile for the minute expression of LOVE
The only capable amount of love I have for my extension…
… My true seed, my daughter!

I awaken daily for her
God gives me breath to suffer yet another day
But he blesses me with the smile of her face
The laughter of her voice
And the gentle touch she offers me and tell me…
… I love you daddy!
In that moment, that is my moment of paradise, my bliss, my heaven on earth.

I never had a purpose
Born as a child of scorn
Became a thorn to many
Many acquaintances
But true friends, not many
MY joy in life has been minimal
But my suffering has been plenty

But my brief moment
Of peace, joy and intense love although but for a second in time
Is the reason I am still here.

As my faith is little
My doubt is heavy
My questions are many
My love is beyond comparison
My heart explodes in the desire to express love to all willing to accept it
But for now
The only one that allows me to show and share that love
Is the one that also gives me the power to breathe
For if it weren’t for her
A long time ago
I would’ve made sure that I would no longer grieve

She awakened in me, a Higher Power
God
God sits on the throne of my heart to show her through me His immense love for humanity
And in small glimpses of my own insanity
I at least can die knowing
I was never a man who wasted time on moments of mundane awakenings and shallow vanity

SkTzO

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