Seeking validation
forgetting to just Live
And breathe.
The chaos has tried to consume me.
I refuse to let it drown me
in its everlasting friction.
As I'm Admitting my faults to what I thought was Loves', addiction.
Memories have faded
but the linger of hope remains.
It's like that part of the paper
That the eraser can't get
It's too deep; there is no permanent fix.
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There are no words for Exactly how I feel.
It was just thoughts I decided to express.
If Only, sometimes .... I could understand Myself.