PERFECTION

FOR HIM

LOVE?

Love?...

the very essence of this word has only been known by few who use it.....in our human development we long for our socially constructed Idea of love ...we look to the universe to place that certain someone that will fulfill us in ways unfathomable.....in the pursuit of what we think is loves truth we will even discard our self worth or what we have come to understand of it........many think that the very pains that one faces in their journey for love is what it is about, arguments,doubts, settlement for less,abuse ,mental,physical,emotional,this is what we call being in love....and the level of ignorance shows in the faces of many who in their moments alone question their actions ,......consider this ,i see love as the highest form of understanding between two beings ,i see it in the way that a positive and negative principle is needed to power anything in life ,two aspects that without the other is unable to manifest Their fullest capacity..or level of expressio...

Thoughts too myself

The stinch of plastic wrapped mats and industrial cleaner fills my nose as i lay drowning in the deepest silence i’ve ever experienced,the ability to be able to hear myself think traps me to a enduring state of reverence in which my very surroundings traps my thoughts to the void of nothingness,...drifting off into the abyss, the color on the walls are meant to have a psychological effect on my mood and as i observe and inspect every crevence i am chained to the grey and darker hues that decor the walls of this hell ,the cadences of keys jingling near and distinct every so often...chained to the vessels who are employed to bound me to this state,its seems that in this sphere of life my interaction and observation has been limited to the interior depths of my conscious ,me and these optical impressions that illustrate my dark reality ....a reflective square sits perched above a stainless steel camode along with a sink ,unable to produce enough water to wash the grime and dir...

Someone

Im striving for someone to be that someone for me So i can be that someone for someone else Im just strivin to define....this... Under these star filled skies our souls align I struggle to divide these very seconds in time So that this present feeling can endure This present feeling fills voids Deep within the cobwebbed corridors of my heart Spaces unchartered for several eternities I look foreward to learning these Subtle signals of interaction With every touch your lungs contracting As my faulted fingertips ascend And follow the elegant contours of your lips

Somewhere deep in my imagination I wish you were as omnipresent As the very air that circulates through my respiratory Diminishing the very possibility of your vacancy Placing me ...face to face with the Inextinguishable source of my heaven ......YOU.. Free to just feel you...fill me forever

To fall into the very depths of your character Would be as pleasing to me as The very magnum opus of the symphonie...

PERFECTION

what is perfection?

is it perception?

does it change with perspective?

is it accepted when presented?

or only achieved by pretending?

is it paying attention relentlessly to your faces structural connection-

or your skin?

although dark and deep brown like a sea of flowing almonds-

it seems to shame you

but who can blame you

everything from everybody else is what made you -

hopes of perfection sustain you

though at times your own is hard to see

eyes a shade of mahogany arguably the most beautiful expression of that hues harmony

hard for me

to fathom

why you and your idea of perfection evade each other -

when in truth yall create each other

your body's a creation of the essence that is perfection-

and perfection is expressed with every breath and enduring second

you...

I would love.....

I WOULD LOVE TO DISCOVER THE SEED
TO THE VERY ESSENTIAL FLOWER YOU ARE
CARESSING THE VERY PEDALS OF YOUR BEING
WHILE TRIMMING YOUR VERY THORNS

I WOULD LOVE TO STARE DEEP INTO YOUR EYES 
BUILDING A CONNECTION 
ESTABLISHING YOUR ORBIT
AS IF I AM A SOURCE WITH THE STRENGTH OF A MILLION SUNS

THE LIGHT ENVELOPING YOUR PHYSICAL BEAUTY
POURING MYSELF ON TO YOU 
AS THE HEAVENS SHOWER THE VERY EARTH
YOU ARE MY EARTH
I AM YOUR SUN
MANIFESTING GROWTH ,ON LIMITLESS LEVELS

THE FAULTS OF OUR SKIN AND BONE
FAIL TO COMPARE TO THE PURITY OF OUR SOULS
THE MIXTURE OF OUR STRUGGLES
PRODUCES THE VERY SUBSTANCE OF HAPPINESS 
THAT I WOULD LOVE TO LIVE IN FOR A THOUSAND MOONS

IF I WAS IN CONTROL OF TIME
WHICH I AM
ALL OF ETERNITY WOULD BE SPENT DISCOVERING THE DEPTHS 
TO WHICH OUR LOVE COULD TRAVEL 
I ME...

Explore Yourself Before You Settle

Over the last few months I've learned alot.I've been in contact with different people in different spaces in life and I notice one common thread."CHAINS" but the funny thing is from my position I'm chained by force and their chains are self secured. Life is barley being scratched within their existence and they possess limitless potential,but daily allow external factors to direct their internal life. This is why they are unhappy ,unsatisfied , unfulfilled and are stuck in a cycle in which they can't seem to break free of the same hurts and pains. Temporary pleasure is partying, smoking ,drinking, sex , meaningless relationships all in an effort to break up the monotony and the boring reality they call life. what's crazy is I'm locked up and its only physical they are locked up mentally but have physical liberation. Think of a luxury car sitting there looking good, would love the chance to drive it you pop the hood and there is nothing ? no engin...