I have so much to say but I don't find no one to share
Can't express myself because I know I will hurt so many
So I have to keep it all to myself
Their say there isn't problem without solutions
But all I'm asking for is
When my problem will be over
At night I can't go to sleep
Because I keep on crying
When I'm feeling down no one ever ask what's wrong?
I can't take it no more
So hard to live a life like mine
No one will ever understand
Because they don't know how much
I'm holding in
Well, some books have the same topic, but different story
I'm just gonna keep on praying God
Hopefully one day He will rescue me from this loneliness world.
QueenJ
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after vision says: my poet, we don't know what you don't say. love is so hard and so unfair. but love will pull you through |
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jwins says: You're not alone sis! Loneliness is something that I truly understand. Stay strong |
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