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You see what we’re suffering
And what we’re both going through.
I try to follow your word by every word
To continue to have faith & rely on you.
Your silence has created such fear
Within my spirit & caused such vexation.
I believe I’m still fighting
‘Cause you won’t allow me to fall due to agitation.
I accept the given responsibility
With ease & tranquility
Knowing that what you’ve given me
Is much spiritual durability.
Now I see
I could only truly be free
By allowing you to dwell and live in me
Work through me
I know you pursue me
Even after many years of self-created tears
Devastating years that brought so much heartbreak
I want to be the best that I could be
According to how I believe you would require of all men to live
So I try hard, work hard, pray hard, and cry hard
And everything I want to receive/is so that I could have more to give.
Cause as of right now, all I have is my child, my wife & I
But realistically
Living on this earth that be
Forces me to live within a world of finances
And Satan dances as long as you continue to allow him to deplete not defeat me.
I must admit
At times I want to quit
But I will not submit
To burn out the light that has been lit.
So I ask, please lord strengthen, and forgive me of my wrong
I offer you my heart, my soul
My life, my wife, my child and all that we are.
Lord, please listen and hear my prayer
You seek the hearts of all men
And you know our deepest hidden layers.
I can only guess that through the trial
You suggest that the fact that I lack the faith to believe that you are in our midst.
I ask for the continued strength,
To suffer with peace at your predetermined length.
And that my household will soon be blessed
Cause you see and hear of all of our distress
It’s such a mess
I quite easily confess.
I have gotten unfaithful in my spirit
Maybe that’s why PEACE, you won’t give it.
No peace or any inner tranquility
My own substantial lack of belief
Has made Satan like a thief.
Has come to the home of my heart
Has steadily torn my spirit apart
Cause the seeds that were given to me fell upon the rocks
And the birds of the air have taken refuge
And I felt that you chose to refuse
So I couldn’t easily defuse
Making my own excuse
I want to be blessed
And I believe that you want to bless us three
So I remain as strong as I can be
Continued prayer and belief in thee
That you will soon take us out from this misery.
Quite simply, I offer myself and all of us to thee
Hoping, and strongly believing that you will uphold your word
Take us from dwelling in the curb
Pain to you is an effect that’s absurd
We know that it was never your intention
For us to lack any prevention
Feeling rejection
I beg as a child to his father for your loving intervention
Please lord, take your word as your sword and fight the fight for us
Please don’t sit back and deplore us or abhor us.
I seek for spiritual repose
Cause I know that you as God knows
The beginning from end and the end from where it flows
But none of us know anything
Except for that which you have promised
I want health and financial freedom to live in & lavish
Cause most of my life, pain & suffering has been my second language
Dwell within your spiritual and soulful parish
Despite the lack of respite I continue to fight
Knowing that through it all you give me the might.
To overcome the pain
I go against the grain
Knowing that it is in your love
In which I choose to remain.
I am awaiting your blessing
Cause I know at this moment to Satan you are firmly addressing.
That he no longer holds a strong hold
He must do as He is told
Cause he has no superiority over you.
He could only thwart your words and try to misconstrue.
But at the end of the day,
He knows that your word
Is both faithful & true.
And that Christ himself will soon resurrect my faith from within
So I could walk, talk and live my life more firmly for Him.
And due to Him
I’ll be granted to overcome the consequences of sin.
SkTzO
