I awoke earlier this morning
Full of vexation & mourning
Felt as if GOD has ignored me
And allowed Satan to release his scorning.
But looking back on the beginning of the day
I realize how much I went out my way.
Only to provoke our Gods wrath upon me.
Asking that his Grace would allow Him to forgive me.
I now recognize that I nearly lost my faith
And only because I chose to ignore all that he has saith.
Feeling humiliated because I have shown my weakness.
But I guess that’s how God likes to bring out our meekness.
Using logic & organized neatness.
I am now believing, that by HIS strength I can beat this.
The current situation will be overcome by the power given.
And the back of Satan shall now be ridden
Because I recognize that Gods power is no longer hidden.
Feeling blessed to even still have an opportunity.
And hoping, that I could continue to dwell within His love.
I must move forward and allow God to have full scrutiny.
Cause I’ve already proven that I’m too weak to move on alone.
So I ask the Lord God to enter my heart and make it His home.
SkTzO