Tell Him 6/1/16
It kept nagging me and nagging me
As I tried to pull away
Tell him how you feel
Tell him what you have to say.
I felt that I shouldn't
Fore fear of reprocussion
But if he really understands
He'll make it a topic of discussion.
So deep down, within my inner self
I fought to hold it in
But I felt, if I didn't tell
My mind may never win.
This war between
My heart and defeat
Of all these things I hold inside
If I let it out
Say what I have to say
I will still withhold my pride.
But if I tell him so
And it all fails
What am I to do
Step aside and let it go
And a broken heart I'll carry for you.
Pick up the pieces
Never to share again
My emotional story inside
For future feelings
I will withhold
And just go along with the ride.
SUNSHINE1978
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The Immortal Wize says: Yes, better out then in...Very nice! |
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after vision says: my poet, you were right to let it out and not consume you |
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Tell HimTell Him 6/1/16 It kept nagging me and nagging me As I tried to pull away Tell him how you feel Tell him what you have to say. I felt that I shouldn't Fore fear of reprocussion But if he really understands He'll make it a topic of discussion. So deep down, within my inner self I fought to hold it in But I felt, if I didn't tell My mind may never win. This war between My heart and defeat Of all these things I hold inside If I let it out Say what I have to say I will still withhold my pride. But if I tell him so And it all fails What am I to do Step aside and let it go And a broken heart I'll carry for you. Pick up the pieces Never to share again My emotional story inside For future feelings I will withhold And just go along with the ride.  |
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Luv & Miss U Mom & G-ma.............. ~~Babygyrl~~ |