No such thing as good luck, if it is I've never seen it. I think bad luck attached itself to me for no reason. I mean like literally for NO reason. When my mom was 4 months pregnant with me my dad died, when I was 6 months old my mom passed away on me. Coming up I had none of the ones that I really really needed. Mom, Dad, Grandmothers, and grandfathers were all gone and if it wasnt for my family I would be all alone. I could never grasp it all so I somewhat questioned God like "why did I have grow up without my mother you know that aint right, could I have at least had the chance to hug her real tight, could you have at least let me hear from her that everything would be alright. I mean come I couldnt even tell you what she smelled like and to be completely honest I cant really even tell you what she looked like. Who eyes do I have, who do I look like dont show me no picture cuz it just dont feel right. Cmon God I am talking to you but i am hearing nothing back, like seriously this is a heavy load did you really think that I could carry all of that? Allll of this bad luck for no reason!
KatSue
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BAD LUCK FOR NO REASON
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2b2b2 says: Nice Work....Write On...thanks for sharing...Tight Flowz!! |
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igotastory says: Great Write,.. God gives his strongest soldiers the toughest battles.. |
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after vision says: my poet, your battle has been rough but the ending is on you. love the flow of your life blood |
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KatSue says: thanks everyone |
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BAD LUCK FOR NO REASONNo such thing as good luck, if it is I've never seen it. I think bad luck attached itself to me for no reason. I mean like literally for NO reason. When my mom was 4 months pregnant with me my dad died, when I was 6 months old my mom passed away on me. Coming up I had none of the ones that I really really needed. Mom, Dad, Grandmothers, and grandfathers were all gone and if it wasnt for my family I would be all alone. I could never grasp it all so I somewhat questioned God like "why did I have grow up without my mother you know that aint right, could I have at least had the chance to hug her real tight, could you have at least let me hear from her that everything would be alright. I mean come I couldnt even tell you what she smelled like and to be completely honest I cant really even tell you what she looked like. Who eyes do I have, who do I look like dont show me no picture cuz it just dont feel right. Cmon God I am talking to you but i am hearing nothing back, like se... |