have to pace
myself
feeling like
I'm in a race
with myself
trying to catch
myself
too fast for
myself
leaving myself
behind
trying to find
myself
hiding behind
myself
trying to get away
from myself
trying to get
a hold of
myself
trying to explain
myself
at the same time
trying to understand
myself
talking to myself
about myself
trying to figure out
myself
by myself
beside myself
myself
myself
myself