You would think that if you started something, you would complete it. Otherwise its like looking at an unfinished painting which you know there are parts missing to it. Its like your mind, just cant quite to complete the entire picture.
You are grasping for something and the more you reach, the more of the world you want to conquer. There is always something beyond your reach. Grasping at air and always believing that there is something there.
Faith.
You have to wonder if this emotion comes before love or after it. And when all is said and done, you dont want to make a disaster of it. You want it to mean something, to feel something, to be something more than you thought you could be.
And that longing for completeness and never finding it, thats love.