I am a condemned man and I have been for some time. I saw the writing on the wall and I thought of all the girls that would miss out on me if I was no longer single and free in the world. All those thoughts were there and none of them would help the relationship I was in.
I have heard that a woman worries about the future until she gets a man, and a man worries about the future once he gets in one.
As a man, this is true. It brings me no happiness but my heart is joy and content.
I am condemned and resolved to love her forever. I sort of like that.