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Whodonit?
Doggonit,
come quick!
Killing me softly,
by some trick
Unrealized fortune
is what is sown
Who are the perps,
wantonly so bold ,
Behind such waste,
Is it me, myself, or I, the perpetrator
in this case? Maybe its
mistaken identity of self
that’s really the wound that cuts
to the chase?
Examining the clues
from customary culprits
Finds everyday life 2b
a prime suspect,
You see my life expectations
stunted on me,
determined by my roots
Born loyally as a black sun
heir to promise,
in a land of unfair clouds reigning
See the ruling powers believe themselves 2b, sunshine purveyors
Meaning black clouds of purported people
were never allowed to reign on sunny folks parade
So where did that leave me, up under an umbrella, upholding shade…..?
Although I tried to author sunny days,
society profiled me as undeserving of breaks
Hounded, corralled, chastised and misbegotten
was how I’m made to feel
I’d be better off, if I were just forgotten……
But for the life in me I still feel,
Abuse and false accusations
perpetrating all forms of living is a daily occupation
As I live out this lie, so old,
that my kids are starting to believe this is how its always suppose 2b
Examining the clues from probable suspects numbered two and three,
Yeah these two were a team,
or so it would seem ,
a tandem collectively known as WE
We would get together to discuss,
love, power, peace and forever……
Starting out by sharing peace,
we planned on raising a family representing together
Hour timed love was in fact just a ruse
to overthrow each other and to gain power for a minute
In distorted minds, WE did discuss how to
overtake mighty rulers, usurping forever
For sakes based on stakes in Idolatry,
oh how we loved our fallow kinships,
Climbing over one another to hold
a temporary crown of psyched out thorns….
Of which all discord is born and kept neatly
upon mantle shelves entitled self manifests!
Premeditated yet feeling so innocent
in the rise and fall in de facto living
Surviving and thriving in seasons for instance……..
projecting vitality originally…..
Only becoming fragile in the end….
from the whim of undermining again
Herein lies the truth of the matter,
cause of death repeatedly……
Death by Emasculation!
