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Are you happy now
that you can breathe, and I can't, that I crawl as you stand
that you can write a song about love and romance
and I can only fathom the blues and jazz, and write sad lyrics, about trees that leafs, for ever fall, without getting the chance to first live
Are you happy now
that i find it hard to hold my head up high
cause you broke the rib you gave to me because you couldn't sympathize
with the pain
written across my face
the space
I gave you to be
hu-man you took and made a chaotic heartbreak novel
you sketched my future days and told me it would be okay
knowing I hang on your words for security of my future
and you left me hollow
I can't swallow
but did you chuckle or mouth full when you heard my stomach rumble for weeks
because I couldn't eat
couldn't sleep
when I did I would dream
of more ways to say....
I'm sorry...
not knowing what I did to you
every one understands cause and effect
but what's the effect when the cause outweighs the cause of the effect
let me break down and digress
no literally break down on a fast trip
as you feel elated
your queen has no strength in her chest
shes no longer winnin
your supposed to protect
your queen but what to do when you feel your queen ain't worth protecting
you proved you king of the world
while your queen forgets her role and becomes a peasant
now you ashamed of her wanting a confident replacement
leaving her unprotected
but you happy as you ride the universe as God of pain and war on the waves of my tears
now are you happy
do you feel lik I feel how you feel
am I bleeding enough for you
to kno that I'm weak without your heart in here
what do you need to be happy
I'm really ***in askin
his response
"I want you dead in a coffin 9 lives executed closed casket cause that's how you left me "
