In my zone

Unfair Love

You were the one who decided to enter this game

It was your selfishness that sparked this flame

You played the game raw

You took it one step too far

Taking my kindness for weakness

Every time you ***ed up, I gave you forgiveness

Our bond has been broken.

There's no more love on my end.

Why sit here and pretend?

You ignored my screams

You took my love for granted

You were too blind to see me falling apart at the seams.

You were once the soulmate of my dreams.

Now, you've become a recurring nightmare.

A horror movie playing over and over in my head.

I could flip the tables and treat you the same way.

But I prefer to let karma have the last say.

Devil's Circus

Lions, tigers and bears.

Look at that clown as he sit helplessly over there.

Cursed with the loss of his third-eye sight.

Unable to see what lurks in the night.

Fear grips the very essence of his soul.

Demons mock him.

His faith has deserted him.

In hell, His life has become one of the funniest stories that's ever been told.

He never take heed to the warnings and signs.

Unable to decipher the hidden messages written between the lines.

His mind has become the devil’s playground.

An idol workshop for his demons to play.

Now he’s the devil’s puppet….doing exactly what he say.

He can’t put up a fight.

He can’t put up a fuss.

Just another lost soul performing in the devil’s circus.

Death's Kiss

Awaken from a dream to another dream.

In a world where nothing is as it seem.

In a world where you feel alone.

Feel the heat from the ashes and brimstone.

Envy, hate, greed;

The bottom where demons feed.

The devil’s den;

Where evil starts and end.

Fantasies, lust, and temptation.

Swimming in the sea of infatuation;

Losing grip on reality.

Trying to deal with the pain...

Trying not to go insane…

Surrounded by your fears...

Screaming for help But no one hears.

Pillow soak and wet with tears.

Broken and battered.

The voices in your head are the sounds of demon chatter.

Battling between wrong and right;

Hope no where in sight.

Trying to remain positive,

But it’s hard when you no longer want to live.

Contiplating suicide.

Staring at the person in the mirror and it all becomes clearer....

BDSM Thoughts

My daddy.

My lover.

My dominator.

I love the touch of your hands.

Whatever you wish is my command.

Our love is unspoken.

Our bond is unbroken.

Our passion burns hot like fire.

The fuel that ignites our every desire.

I'm the prescription that satisfies your addiction.

Watch my sweet nectar drip,

As I spread apart my vagina lip.

Daddy, please make me moan!

Make love to me to the core of my being.

Let's give fantasy a whole new meaning.

Wrap your hands with my hair.

Pull it back real tight.

I promise I won't put up a fight.

Push your inside me deep.

Harder, Harder till I weep.

Send chills up and down my spine.

My mouth has gotten out of line.

Grab me by my neck.

Shove your in my mouth.

Put me in check.

With every stroke;

I want to gag.

I want to choke.

Make lov...

God...Can we talk?

Ever since I was a child

I was told that the world was ending

They tell me to believe in God

But I find it kinda hard

To believe in an invisible man

I try to comprehend and understand

How you create heaven and earth

And do all these spectacular miracles

But you can’t stop all the pain and  hurt

that people face every single day

You tell us to stay on the right pathway

and follow the words that’s in the bible

But I found too many contradictions

to me that makes the bible unreliable

My grandparents told me never to question God

But there is so much that I need to know

Why did you punish Adam and eve

from touching the forbidden tree?

The garden of Eden was supposed to be holy

So how did the devil get in?

They say you know it all

Before they were created

Repentance

Create in me a clean heart

Wash me whiter than snow

I’m at the end of my rope

I’m slowly losing my grip

And I have nowhere else to go

My friends are few

And I don’t what to do

The ones I thought loved me so dear

Are nowhere near

So I am standing hear

A broken woman

Your prodigal daughter

In need of God’s healing water

Take me back to how it use to be

Back where you first called me

Back where I first loved you

I want to feel your presence once again

Help me find way back to your light

My sins have caused me to lose sight

It is impossible for me to win this war

When your presence is so far

You are my heart’s desire

Please ignite my fire

Draw me closer to you

I want to see your face

I want t...

Burned Love

I know you think I fu**ed your man

I ain’t trippin’, I understand

Your insecurities are exposed

Comin’ for me must be your outlet…I suppose

You really don’t know who you f**kin’ wit’

You like playing mind games

I ain’t down with that 

You f**ked around on your man for ten years long

Had everybody fooled thinking your marriage

So damn strong

Now, the guilt is killi’n you

Karma has joined the list of your fears

You’re confused and don’t know what to do

You wanna stop talkin’ to me

Trying to keep me out of ya man’s sight

But one thing you must remember

What’s done in the dark, comes to the light

Y’all anniversary is comin’ up in September

As you hold his hand and smile in his face,

Your conscience will be in your ear

End of an Affair

I think it’s time for us to part ways

What we had was beautiful

But I don’t want to be the reason

Why you can’t be faithful

To say I didn’t have feelings for you

Would be a lie

But I know deep in my heart

That’s it’s time to say goodbye

What you and your wife share

Is true love

I know you put on a front like you didn’t care

But we both knew the truth

What my husband and I have

Is real

I guess you and I needed time to heal

We confided in each other

This led from one thing to another

We both know that what we had was just a fling

Although, I loved the way you made my body sing

We have to be grown and end this thing

Yes, I will miss your touch

Yes, I will miss your hugs and kisses

But your heart is not with me

It&rs...

M.O.B.

Wake up in the mornin’
got money on my mind
ya know what that mean
It’s time to grind
I say f**k you to  my hater
Ya hatin’ only make me greater
I want the money and the power
I sit back and watch you b**ches fall…twin tower
O.G. taught me a long time ago
Never trust a nor a hoe
B***hes smile in ya face
And talk about ya behind ya back
That’s why I be quick to put a b**ch in her place
Everyone that cross my path
I figure out a way to use ‘em
I have the mind of a maniac
*** rollin’ with a bunch b***hes
That is whack
I don’t need a b***h to be my friend
I got my own f**kin’ back
I look at life as a twisted game
you didn’t know I can’t be tame
F**k wit’ me if ya want
You will feel my wrath
You think you ridin’ high
W...

I get high!!!!

Blunt in hand, blowin' on platnium kush

just a little something that'll give me a push

Laptop screen glaring back at me

trying to get my words together

so I can flow freely

It may take me a while

ya know what, F***K IT!!!! I'm just gon' freestyle

I get high everyday

Sometimes just to past the time away

I get high everynight

Whenever I want to escape reality and take flight

I get high all the time

Whenever the flow hit me and I want to write a rhymn

I get high for the decease

Praying they are finally resting in peace

I get high for my homies locked in the pen

Not knowing when I'll see them again

I get high for the singles mothers everywhere

I know it's hard trying to survive off foodstamps and welfare

I get high for the city of New Orleans

My city has gone...