I write because I really want to cry
I write to hold back my fist from fights.
I write to stay sane
because with out this
I wouldn't be here.
I would have screwed everything
over sooner and destroyed myself.
I hate my anger so I put it on paper and
not on you.
I need something to do to keep breathing.
With my writings, you have my life.
With my paper you have my soul.
With my pens
you have my heart.
My poems are and forever me.
I love them the way I love air.
But days I have to throw them away so
no one can see what I am going threw.
I don't want the world to have me
not yet at least.
I want to be hidden
stayed put in the darkness for a little longer.
I need my time away
so I pick out my thoughts and out em on paper.
I don't want you around so I put that on paper
too.
I like to write to be someone
I need to write.
That's why I write.
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