Feelings.

our father

Seeing you was great

Seeing you gave me faith

I felt lost before you came 

You made me whole again

You made me realize there is more

I can make it through all my hard doors 

You told me hold tight don't let go

Because l was a blessing made from up above 

Feelings.

See I like you & you liked me

see back then we planned to make history 

We grew older, glue got stronger, we became best friends no one could break our bond boy.

I picked up shifts started working later hours You kept complaining saying I'm ***ing with old man Howard. 

Came home early one day decided to surprise you with kisses walked in my house some doin my dishes 

I went for my purse you knew what time it was 

Got this in my house like I don't hold guns 

I ed it back

 He yelled bae don't black 

I thought you wanted Howard so I wanted to get you back 

told him pack his bags, his moms house is where he will now live at.

As he walked out the door I reminded him too you lost a good girl cause you thought Howard was my boo remember he married my cousin oh yea you wanted her too.

Something's different

Why should I be sorry for acting this way 

I did nothing you choose not to stay away 

I told you I was off I told you I was hurt

I told you, you'll never stay they all went away 

You said you were different 

You couldn't leave you'll miss all my kisses

I believed you, if they seen you they would too. 

Then one night moon was full and you decided to act a fool

You said chill ma everything's cool 

1 cup 2 cup 3 cup 4 that last cup had you on the floor

You still saying chill I'm screaming did you also take a pill

Breathing gets heavy, starting calling out help me

I'm stuck at this point can't just leave 

But I was left, hurt in pain on the begging god on my knees 

So I did what I know best I left, did what was done to me god forgive me but I didn't want another dr...

Hurt

He hurt me.

I acted like it was nothing 

He hurt me again, I started to feel something 

Third time I knew the feeling been here before 

Why tho do I have to keep coming to this door 

I thought it was over thought I moved on 

This guy was in disguise he had a good act so far

but that feeling I can't hide playing over and over Brought tears to my eyes

You planned to hurt me, but why why I cry

i Been here before so please don't stand here and lie

Tell me the truth please tell me why this time 

He just stood there and stared 

He had no clue but having me is something he said he didn't wanna lose

Packed my bags and walked away I remember the same hurt in the other guys eyes when he said he was having a baby. She was already on the way.