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See I've lost you in the midst of my worldly flames & somehow along the way I've forgotten to call upon your heavenly name.
I had decided to run this race all by myself by placing you in the rear view along with all the other things that I had out ran and left.
I figured that to be alone would demonstrate a strong but in the long run I had come to discover that I was all so wrong.
I had been misled by my very own foolish thoughts & continually placed in battles in which I shouldn't have fought.
I'd existed without any gains & found myself living in a reality of self-inflicted pains.
To go about feeling worried and stressed but somehow I'd taught myself how to put on the happiest of all faces although I wasn't feeling my best.
It was a disconnect that would ultimately create a walking train wreck.
I was lost in a maze & so far gone that my very own selfish ways had become the sorrow for all of my days.
Sadly I had watched myself fall deeper & deeper into the arms of despair & I had become a prisoner to thoughts like "no one really cares."
But I was so wrong in all of my thoughts because it wasn't until I cried out to you that I discovered what a true love was all about.
Its was during the darkest of all my doings that you came and lifted me from my dreadful ruins.
You gave me hope and a new sense of direction & provided me with a forgiveness that was filled with the gracefulness of your affection.
You saved & delivered me from the rumbles of my troubled waters & then supplied me with a calmness that felt as if it were special ordered.
For my yesterday's can no longer exist in my heart but it is this new day today that speaks a thankfulness about my deliverance and how you "The Most High" played a part.
Never think you can do it on your own....
BiggWhite313
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