My Deeper Emotions

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It's crazy how young women in our generation don't know their worth

How they ignore the fact that they've been Queens since birth,

I mean they'd rather lay up with snakes and  then complain to the world about having a ***ed up self-esteem 

And then talk about wanting a King that'll treat them right; all the while dressing half naked and doing anything for an Instagram Like

A clouded mind is blinded to the fact; failing to understand it's not their self-esteem but, common sense and self-respect they lack.

If standards aren't set they'll never find that King but, continue to lay with the snake that whisper sweet nothings in their ear.

And now what kind of sense does that make?
              
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City Kid

Been nothing but, a CITY KID all my life,

Filled with struggles, pains and strife.

But, don't be mistaken, all these obstacles 

Have done, is push me harder to achieve. 

Yeah, I said it, ACHIEVE! 

Achieve my goals and dreams because I set my life to a higher standard and chose to believe. 

Yeah, I said it, BELIEVE!

Believe in myself and no one else.

Because no one else was going to give me a chance or a handout to work with.

I had to look within myself and put in that hard work to succeed.

Yeah, I said it, SUCCEED!

Succeed to reach my limits and go beyond. 

Reaching my goals and taking no detours to get where I'm supposed to be.

You have to understand and see,

That life for me, 

A CITY KID, it's not free.

Yeah, I said it, NOT FREE!

No five finger discounts for me.

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Ladies know that you're beautiful inside and out and you don't have to show all your skin so that others can figure it out. Don't get so caught up in this thing we call instagram showing your body off to any and every man just for a comment or a like and don't sit back and smack your lips for what I say because you know you're on social media everyday doing all you can to show off your pearls and treasures with all your might just to show thousands of followers that you never follow back just how sexy you can be. Real Men, don't respect women that show them everything too soon but respects and wants the woman that conceals things and works hard towards her goals and dreams. Ladies and Gents understand you must stop with the foolishness because all your doing is wasting time; get right because before you know you'll just end up bitter and alone looking back wondering what if...and by then it'll be too late. Our generation is a trip for a lot that they do and say, in this time and ...

MY MOTHER'S DAY POEM

She assisted greatly in raising me to be a REAL MAN. Was it easy? I wouldn't say so, but I was blessed with a MOTHER with great patience. At least enough not to kill me. She was the one that always encouraged me and told me I can do and be whatever I chose to be. She told me she would always be there for me no matter how old I got. And that promise I've never forgot. Growing up she was there to teach me how to properly dress, clean, groom, tie my shoe, write, and how to respectively talk to a young woman and not call every other one boo but to treat them all with a great deal of respect. It's crazy to me how what one woman can do from giving birth to a child, to loving that child, caring for that child, and raising that child and to have such a powerful effect on ones life. I appreciate everything she's done for me and I thank GOD everyday; for he blessed me with such a strong woman to raise me like no other and Im proud to call her my LOVING, CARING & CRAZY MOTHER.

Lost Letter

AS I WALKED ON THE BEACH (AS I USUALLY DO) I CAME UPON A BOTTLE WHICH CONTAINED A LETTER & AS I READ THE FIRST LINE OF THIS LOST LETTER THE NAME WHO IT WAS ADDRESSED TO CAUGHT MY EYE& MIND AND BY THIS I THOUGHT THIS LETTER TO BE A BIT ODD OR ONE OF A KIND

FOR IT WAS ADDRESSED TO who else but my GOD & IT READ

"DEAR GOD, YOU KNOW MY NAME AS YOU DO MY HEART AS YOU KNOW THERE HAS BEEN NO CHANGE THERE SO I WANT TO BLAME YOU TO START, I BLAME YOU FOR ME BEING ALONE & WANTING TO COMMIT SUICIDE, I BLAME YOU FOR ALLOWING THE ENEMY TO TEMPT ME TO WANT TO BACKSLIDE, I BLAME YOU FOR PLACING THE SICKNESS UPON MY LOVED ONES WHO HAVE DIED, I BLAME YOU FOR GIVING ME THIS THING EVERYONE CALLS FLESH WHICH TEMPTS ME TO SIN BUT CAUSES ME TO WIN & LOSE ALL AT THE SAME TIME; I WIN MY WORLDLY DESIRES BUT I LOSE MY PLACE IN THE LAMBS BOOK OF LIFE, FOR THIS I KNOW MY LIFENOT TO BE BLESSED BUT FILLED WITH PAIN, MISERY & STRIFE...I BLAME YOU FOR PLACING ME WITH A MOT...

Someone Tell Me Why?

As I sit here & wonder why the world is so INFECTED with MEN

who steal diamonds, pearls, & take little girls & strip them of their

purity and create the reasons for their future insecurities; I wonder is there a CURE

Why is it that YOUNG LADIES who should be enjoying their youth & going

off to be successful in college rather be someones chick or girl, going to that party where 

their high school sweetheart will be & eight weeks later begin feeling sick & end up sitting at home &

watching as their stomach grows little by little with no boy by their side

who claimed to be a MAN & their FRIEND but couldn't bother 

to mature up and be that babies FATHER; I REALLY think it's time for a CURE

Why is this World so INFECTED with children who are NEGLECTED by their parents;

ABUSED in almost every way by their UNCLES who give kisses on the f...

Never Again Will I Fall 4 A Friend

 Women can be Sweet, Tough, Beautiful & Kind... Some cause me to stand But, Never Again Will I Fall 4 A Friend...
You see; I was so trapped up going after girls that I would Day Dream about b4 schools end... And that wasn't all; my biggest mistake was making those girls My Friends…

My Friend Brooklyn; She was sweet, she was kind, but she got into trouble from time 2 time And at that time I thought she could be mine... But when it came down to it I learned from her that a man’s choice has no say but a woman’s choice is what truly matter at the end of the day... So Brooklyn caused me to TRIP...

My Friend Simone; she had it all, she was smart, nice, beautiful and what I liked most about her it's that she so much Soul & always speaking of her AMBITIOUS GOALS she was the girl I wanted to give a Red Rose 2 in my future... But when it came down to it my thoughts began to CRUMBLE & I learned from her that not all girls a...

My Deeper Emotions

 The person they all see is me; A Romantic, Kind, & Mature Gentlemen
People tell me all the time that I’m Kind person; you see
But being as I truly am…It seems being a True Gentlemen just doesn’t seem to cut it unfortunately…
My peers both male and female all say anyone would be blessed or lucky to be with me but my question is;
Do they all really mean it?
Maybe they do but to me it all seems it’s more of a chance that they don’t…
I can’t seem to get a girl to save my life because in my generation and time all girls have the same excuses to give me but it’s cool (I guess) half of them don’t even look at me twice or even once for that matter…
It seems to me all some girls want is a bad boy or some rough neck; you know one that’s immature, plays games, and throws them around a few times…
But no not me, I have to be the Kind and M...