With this change of weather
I'm plagued by things, I don't want to remember
I hate december
this burden ,it is mine to carry
and it kills me, each january
I don't understand, why your not here with me
But I understand, your need to be free
I've got cystal memories of our time together
But jake, they don't make it any better
we both had so much pain
together we were a little insain
when you called in the dead of night
I was there, to try and make it right
but you broke, more and more each day
Until You, slipped away
I never made it, to your funeral
I just couldn't take the fall
but I remeber, Kneeling in the snow
Screaming at a stone
How dare you, leave me alone
I spent days, stareing at a wall
Wishing I could end, it all
And, I swore the words were true
Soon baby, I will follow you
I miss those, fire bright eyes
even though, they, held so many lies
I cannot wait for the day
I get to drift away
and see your face
baby, you I'll always chase