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I remember the pain, the tears I cried over your lies
As you played with my emotions,
I was open for you....
It felt as if I had the best
this feeling....
As if we were meant..
But yet,....
To be or not to be,
To love or not to love
The smell of marijuana on
Your lips, as we kissed
The lies that were told to me to woo my hipps
Slow grinding to the words
Your melody you would spit
Me this fire of lies as if this was love
Taken by your physical attraction
Your scent, your hugs, our vibe
Trying to forget as if we never met,
But for some odd reason I just can’t.
We don’t speak, No contact, I like it like that
My heart forgives you
For the weeping, non-eating sleepless nights
That was pain.
I felt that, it hurt, in my mind I
Conjured up ways to make you feel the same pain
You gifted to me. But I am not you.
So I sat with patience, healed and allowed myself to feel
The strength and forgiveness god has given me for you .
