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Have I Really Changed?

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Sometimes I feel like I never changed
I miss the feeling of being deranged
Some feelings still remain the same
Sometimes I miss the taste of ‘caine
And all the insanity that plagued my brain
Sometimes I miss the chaos and pain
And losing control like a runaway train
Sometimes I wonder if I’m really sane
What is it really that I have to gain?
So I take a stroll down memory lane
Remembering when chaos used to rein
Playing with life like it was one big game
I used to throw it all down the drain
Add some spark to what seemed so plain
But one day my life was re-arranged
I could have burned out like a flame
But still something remains unchanged
I wonder sometimes if I’ve really changed?
I’m more focused now and feel no shame
I used to see the world in shades of gray
But I’m stable now and that’s a lot to say
If I need to revisit then in memories I play
There’s no reason now to relive that pain
I can say this now so I must have changed

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