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The anger tryna take over my heart. I feel the rage bubbling up. I'm a women hear me roar. God bless the rich, the poor and the s in the struggle that want more. See I got bigger dreams. People coming together, spreading love, the world being at peace but you s keep trying me. My homie Young God told me you either settle or sacrifice for better. Thru the bad days keep your head up even tho your one second to being fed up. Always remember you blessed up. Don't let the worlds negativity break you. Back in high school they told us to dream big, wait did that include this little black kid, see where he comes from nightmares turn into reality. it's a lot of s who a sell they soul for the devil immortality.
Cincinnati little city but little homie got bigger dreams. He wanna be the man his dead daddy and jail bound brother didn't get a Chance to be. He wanted to go to college he ain't settle for no G.E.D graduated from high school but kept his eyes on the streets. Applied to college to full fill his dreams. Street in the college party throwing up his set, chucking the middle finger up, showing no love. Young god smiling from ear to ear. Go head young celebrate you made it past sixteen.
Might be an everyday accomplishment for most but where he from mothers wake up with lost hope,she crying because her son got caught a bullet like a wide receiver. Uncles drinking and when they not hung over they touching little nieces in Secret. Grandmothers crazy enough keep that secret. Aunties smoking dope she got addicted after her new boo lace the joint with some power coke.Mommas putting s over her children and he ain't even give her a wedding ring. Daddies bust a nut then tell mommas sorry about they luck.
But Young god ain't gives no ___. He said I use to sleep on the floor one mattress with two other big homies. Now I'm sneaking into different womens dorms. I ran from the police never got caught I guess the devil been rewarding me but God is protecting me from my enemies who say they gon blast when they see me but them little s don't frighten me. I got responsibilities, I ain't scared to die or pull this trigger I do whatever to provide for me and mines. so when the homies call I ride with em. It could either be robbery or homicide. when momma need a bill paid she can always count on me. Little bro need shoes okay which Js you need. Over loyalty I ain't scared to catch a felony. So these fake college thug s don't impress me. How you making money selling 2 for 15 ? Chief keef got y'all mental messed up. These s won't buck, im like a dyke with a strap but mines can actually bust.
Like cole said these females mess with small town s but skyee you got bigger dreams. Skyee everyday when you wake up I hope you say a pray for me because I gotta past and them demons tryna catch to me. Keep in touch I can't say to much right now I got to much hen in me. When you write them poems you motivate me. You always remind me I was once a good kid who turned savage. A little from the hood who tryna go to school and do good. I know one day karma ah get me till the day she do middle finger high in sky. I appreciate my homies that ain't scared to die for me but you light a different type of fire in me. You remind me that I was just a little from the ghetto who woke up actually started chasing his dreams.
