I thought I could

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first love

I thought I could...
I thought I could...
But I can’t.
Things don’t happen just like I planned ...
My steady calculations
Misinterpretations..
Failed communication
With the stable dedication
All is left, deterioration
Waste away into corrosion
With emotions like compulsion
In my mind rests the impulsion
Of returning to the motion
To the force we would create
In the movement that we made
That time now still can’t fade
Façade with false dreams
Illusions, you and me
Out looking everything
Intentions to complete
Don’t mean anything
And while I battle with my mind
The sudden urge to keep alive
The memories we shared together
Simply you and I
Desperate to survive,
Endure within our lives
Though I never once regret
Time with you I spent
Torturing my present
And I desperate to forget
Ignore and forge away
My love I couldn’t say
Because I knew you couldn’t stay
And distance wouldn’t translate
The love that we would make
Affection so severe
It wounded my interior
But I never though it real
Till it numbed my sense of feel
When I planned on moving on,
Come to find I'm not that strong