Most every day of existence finds my state of being forced to delve into a recollection of trying to grapple with this moment, yet bombarded with the travails of all those yesterdays crashing like a tsunami finds this mortal flounder ing in moe than the cyber sea. Given the congenital chance throw of genetic predisposition shackled with a hairline fractured psyche (stemming from whence conception begot this nascent scrivener) evolving in utero. Perchance wherein within the womb, a very microcosmic, miniature, and mystic cull world wide web of sorts, this ordinary male possibly sustained an infinitesimal injurious impact (at the basal, cellular, or molecular level), which conjectured infarctions became more pronounced post coital, fetal and general development. Nary a clue if this supposed biological premise accurate nor prove able, yet the non vetoed reproductive package that wrought the body, mind and spirit of me i.e. Matthew Scott Harris evinced flaws damning his entire life to an incessant struggle. Despite how accident of intercourse set the stage for my genesis that appeared populated with weaknesses defined a helter skelter fraught frisson. Though not meant as a lame excuse against fulfilling responsibilities, striving to live independently, and trying to accomplish tasks that deliver a measured satisfaction sans a purpose driven life, the depredations and figurative hounds from hell snapped, crackled and popped at this poe whit. Said snarling and sniping as per who will be privy to the lions share of my corporeal presence all told found this one average, cerebral earthlinked guy constantly in an adrenaline rush as if real tangible ghouls, ghosts or goblins grabbed at my skinny sea thru legs or nearly got a stranglehold constricting the means to breathe. Such description might generate a skeptical response, but such hyperbole applied to accentuate the perturbation that wracked this now middle aged male for te better part of this eight and fifty years. Even though the intervention per prescription medication (courtesy of chemists furiously expending mental scrutiny to refine pharmacological re: synthetic substances to ease the plight of those afflicted from the throes of embryonic hellacious manifestation), dynamic external influences re: chivalric affects damned efforts to rescue damsels in distress. This half-century plus eight cycles round the son played out as a genetic gallimaufry. Since exiting the comforts comprising cushioned protection against abortifacient (nor nary a hint if thy formative sensate human self fertilized an erstwhile exultant cause celebre or the lament of an unwanted pregnancy). No indication from the instant sperm linkedin with ovule (a chicken and egg thing for sure) hinted at what horrible destiny lay in wait upon slipping and sliding out the birth canal with supposedly very little difficulty. Some individuals may lie claim to recall debut into the harsh “real” world, and via primal therapy can revisit that post pregnant momentous event.
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