My heart bleeds for peace, understanding, and SOLITUDE. Quiet tears i shed, i am CONSUMED by this flame that i try to SUBDUE. I love and I HATE, to the point i detest the very thing i should APPRECIATE. For all i am is but ripened fruit, falling as the stem BREAKS. I so long the day that i can finally pull AWAY, however im obsessed with a dragon i can never seem to SLAY. The saga is unnerving, like a dream that becomes a nightmare after the third DAY. Burried memories i once crucified. RESURRECTED, crucial side effect from all the years of having my behavior ADJUSTED. Is there no sympathy for this child life REJECTED and [good will] NEGLECTED. INFLICTED, his eyes the only sign of the darkness hes LIVING. His innocence hidden, its voice silenced, its name FORBIDDEN. Still he yearns to be FORGIVEN. Unfortunately this jungle is no place for a conscience to [live] IN. He tries but i shoo him off, its too late for his NONSENSE. I've payed ultimate for those broken PROMISES. Only my worse decisions REMAIN, words i write until the last drop of hope is DRAINED. Despite what they may say, not all souls want to be SAVED. So im not ashamed that i feel the SAME. I crossed over the back of freedom like the foam that rides a WAVE. Escaped, the restraints cast by The Fate's, abstract IMAGES. Quick flashes of the past, present, and future tense-of, what could have BEEN. Which is now just a stained cloth of bleeding
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